Living in the future...

I had always wondered why people always get sad about what is coming in the future rather than enjoying the present.

But I think now I understand why.... Its just 5 more days left and I can feel it right from now. Yesterday we started packing and then it doomed on me that the time for good-byes has finally arrived. And even though I am trying hard, I am not able to get rid of this feeling. I know that final days, I dont want him to remember me with my sad face. But I am not able to help it.

I guess this is what usually happens in life. Thinking about the things that we wont have in future, we even spoil our present when we have them. Why is our lives always governed by what we dont have or cannot have. Why doesnt the things that we have mark our attitude towards life?

Well, in my opinion to feel like this is human. But we must try not to get affected by it. Whenever I have a fight with him, hes always said that why do I feel bad about things about the things that he doesnt do. Why dont I ever feel good about the things that he does. And hard to accept, but this is correct.
Whenever something wrong happens, all the painful moments come flishing down. And then its never an effort to remember what a person has not done. But never does it happen that whenever the same person does something extraordinary, we never feel grateful. It becomes obvious and a part of life. Isnt this strange.

Well, right now I know that I cannot change what will happen 5 days hence and even in the future. But at least I can put in efforts to make my present memorable. Thats what I will do :-)